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#044 Had a good day today for the first time in a while

I think this is the first time I've sat in public, in a public space, and have been able to calmly enjoy myself. I sat in this like awesome elevated raised park with water spouts that went off periodically and idk. The city looked really beautiful. The noises all sort of blended together, and I felt a sense of nicety that I haven't felt in a long time.

Everything got normal too quickly, I never had a chance to appreciate all the technological marvels We've been introduced to. but also like, the regular stuff too. so easy to woodwork it. too easy.

Edit: wow, I love you guys. Thanks for all the kind words. I'm sure you guys know how hard it can be. I don't really like getting super real here since idk, but thanks. I'm trying to get through every day.

Edit 2: also I DO have friends, I know it seems like I have nothing going on (kinda true) but I'm not like that that 😭